I have somewhere between 50-100 empty boxes sitting in front of me. There is a ton of dirty laundry in the basket up stairs. Toys are everywhere and there are an infinite number of things that need to be done. alas...here I sit. I don't have the drive to pack. I kinda want to, I NEED to, but again...here I sit. Madelynn, Allie and I move one week from tomorrow. Spencer and James follow the next day with the truck. Its a little surreal this whole moving thing. Its a big deal to me, because I don't like change, and I like to feel in control. Well, I am in the middle of huge change and in no control.
Yesterday, Allie (our dog) and I went for a three mile run. It was beautiful outside and it was nice to get out early in the morning and enjoy the fresh crisp air of a spring day. I used to run all the time. Then I got sick and for two months it took effort for me to even walk my son the half mile to school. So I am glad to be getting back into the swing of things with exercise. I hate what prednisone does to my body. The water weight is terrible. I am grateful to be back on such a small does, so the symptoms aren't close to what they were. Now to lose the weight I've gained.
My tooth is killing me today. can't drink hot or cold. If I do, I can feel the pain shoot down the root of my tooth. Ugh....going to the dentist tomorrow, hoping special tooth paste will fix it instead of needing a root canal. We just cannot afford that kind of bill right now.
I know..I'm whiny. But, everyone has days like that :)
Spencer and I were married August 12th 2006 at the Washington DC temple. We welcomed baby James in March of 2008 and baby Madelynn in April 2011. I became sick with unknown disease process in January of 2012 and began diagnostics immediately. We moved our life and family down from the DC area to Willliamsburg, to be closer to family. Spencer and my parents made it possible to do the move in such a short amount of time. We have lived here for one year already!.
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