Keeping the faith.

Tonight I have had a few moments to reflect on the past month - especially since it is new years eve tomorrow. December has been one of the most trying times in Spencer and my 2.5 years of marriage. We have had family members very ill (yes, we count Allie our puppy, as a family member), a job lay off, car problems, and constant stresses this month. Today was an especially tough day, where we just couldn't wait for the day to end.

But as I think about it, my marriage is the strongest its ever been, as is our bond, our friendship, and our respect for one another. With each new challenge, Spencer and I rise to the occasion and take it on together.  I am grateful for my father in heaven, who knows that without trials, we do not learn. But with love, patience and understanding, we can over come whatever trials come our way. As I knelt with Spencer to say a prayer before going to bed tonight, it was all I could do to keep from crying. But as we finished, I felt such a peace in my heart, and I knew that everything will be okay. I KNEW it - which is such a comfort. I am so grateful for my husband and son, and for our very supportive family members. You all are very near and dear to our hearts.

When I looked up at Spencer today, and told him I was scared, he smiled, kissed me on my head and told me to look at our little boy who was sitting in his high chair. He smiled such a smile as to melt my heart. Almost like he was letting me know "its okay mom, everything is going to work out right"

My heart is very full tonight, and I feel very humble, grateful and blessed. I know tomorrow will be an even better day.